haha! i realised that i havent been smoking for quite some time, i dont intend to also. people who are close to me should know that im quiting already. can i do it? i hope so? starting is easy, quiting is the difficult one. LOL. agree? lots of things are happening in my life. waking me up from my dream i had long time ago. being pro active now. :) changed my perspective of life, changed my attitude, character, lifestyle and mindset, almost everything. not many people know why, my les girl, sisters, and godsis. only they know :) dont ask me to tel you, unless you are one of those i mentioned above. LOL. its too confidential. i know by typing this, i sound as if im emo-ing. but fret not, im not going to be emo. I am strong, independent. i know what i should and should not do. maturity really separates the world., i hate to say this, but i have to for now. i know i might be detestable to you people at times, but i could only say, thats me, PREVIOUSLY. now, i bet you wont find me in that way. cause i think there's really a big change in me. though in some of you people's eyes, im a bad guy. but i am kind in nature. haha! right? all of my sisters have been telling me to treat her good, i guess i did not treat her well enough, but i promise i will from now onwards, much better, i hope so? HAHA. kidding, i will okay? stupid les girl. HAHA!

i think i shall continue all these kind of post another time. lol. this week and next week will be extremely packed! projects, events, meetings and hopefully CAMPS!!! :)

love you all! ciaos.

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